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fills a void for me

I can't post a picture of it bc for whatever reason the app won't let me, but there are 2 pit bulls laying across me. Kowliaga is across my legs & her mother, Grits is at my feet. We got Grits last summer when Brandon was having a hard time with the anniversary of his father's death. She filled a void for him. She is our dog, but they are each other's best friend. Kowliaga fills a void for me. I miss my children. I am working to get them back, but until then God gave me Kowliaga. She loves me & needs me & in the middle of every night she sneaks in between Brandon & I and she wants to be held. So I hold her. And the hole in my Momma heart is filled for just a little while longer. God does that. He will offer you a source to fill your voids. He is such a Good God.

the second attempt

This is actually the second attempt at an introduction blog....the first one vanished into thin air...I think I got too fancy with it, putting links & pictures & stuff. But, to the point....I've been thru a lot & I want to help you with it. I've been in 2 abusive relationships, I'm 2 years clean after a near decade of using drugs (mostly pain pills & alcohol), I've lost custody of my children, I've lost my Daddy to cancer, I've battled depression and I battle anxiety daily....every minute some days!